If I've ever labeled myself a spiritual seeker, then what is that is being sought? And how will I know when I've found it? Perhaps the journey is more significant than the destination. I've pursued the meaning of nirvana and was delighted to find it was a present-moment based concept. The last year or so has been filled with travel. And all the while I haven't owned a personal vehicle since October of 2011.
In the few short years since my last "real job," I've discovered the freeing philosophy of the Buddha, participated in Bhakti Yoga (including Kirtan chants) and attended a multitude of popular western denominational church services. If there is one common appreciation I've gained from the different spiritual venues, it has been that of fellowship. As my mother explained when I would whine about not wanting to attend Sunday services at the local UCC (United Church of Christ):
Me: but can't I just pray at home, isn't God listening to me here?
Mom: of course you can, but imagine when you pray that you are one candle shining your light to God.
Me: OK...
Mom: well, when we attend services and worship with others, it's like all the candles coming together shining a larger, more powerful light to God
Me: hmmmm....
Today I can appreciate her words more thoroughly through firsthand experience. It's just like the concept of interdependence. Surely we are stronger together than we could ever be by ourselves.
So where will this soul-searching lead? If I have no expectations, might I also live my life without disappointments? Non-duality is new concept for me, so I won't try and elaborate on it now. If most answers lie within (matters of truth regarding our soul/spirit/source), then is ultimate freedom already inside my very being?
“If you find me not within, you will never find me...... For I have been with you from the beginning.” -Rumi
Stay free,
Carl
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